Alex got rejected tonight. Fail.
You know, my sister and I have a lot in common, or at least we're starting to have more in common or I'm starting to realize it more. I don't know. But we have this thing where we start talking out loud to ourselves and others in third person when things feel awkward or we're feeling down.
We also have a common loneliness. I gave her a pep talk tonight about college before I went to a Halloween dance and got rejected after dancing real close with this one guy, who I basically went to the entire party for. Fuck this
My patience is killing me. I probably shouldn't have waited this long to start dating or going on the prowl, although for obvious reasons it was a safer thing to wait. And besides, I didn't even wait the full period - in Paris I let that guard down and I slipped and fell. How was I supposed to know the road was slippery, though?
I have to be honest, right now I'm down for anything, no matter how quick the other guy wants to round the bases. But right now my OBP is .000, and when I got on, it was a reached-on-error both times.
Down for anything except being left for nothing.
At ease, brain.
At ease, heart.
Goodnight, moon.
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haha weirdly, i think there's something between me and the hottest girl on the team. i dont know if i want to pick up that option cause we're going to graduate soon anyways, but who knows
oh yeah, and 2-1 in beer pong last night, including the last game with nora (girl from tournament) - we had an awesome game. i dont think it'll pan out, but seriously, that was awesome
i dunno what to do now. do i want random play? i dont think i can start a relationship (or a meaningful one). I think i'll just go where the wind takes me
in any case, don't worry about stats and shit. hardest part is moving forward knowing that things might not work out, that's what i learned from the Karen show. no expectations, just enjoy the things that work out and learn from the things that don't. sabumnim gave us that speech yesterday and well, i already knew it was true, but it was nice to hear again. takes a while for these lessons to sink in but it'll make you much happier and stronger
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