Which way?

I'm going to be unashamed about my excitedness for thinking about this, and in doing so get more excited about it.

I feel like lately I have had choices between two good things, the most obvious one recently being Japan and France, and have not found a good way to make the decision between the two. You can't have both. And yet I keep thinking about it. But it's like flipping a coin over and over, not being able to stop, trying to decide when things are decided, and ever approaching that 50% for both sides, making the decision look less and less... decisive.

Haha, I'm done with this freewrite. That's decided.