Say hey hey!

I wonder if one of the results of religious enlightenment or self-fulfillment is a pervading sensation that you're always with someone, even if you don't know who's with you. Maybe that's what it means to never be alone.

Hmm. I squeezed that one out of me, like a self-contracting orange. I haven't believed lately that I'm still capable of deep thought and musings, but it's all still there, perhaps. I've just got to force myself to put it out.

Hmm, I wonder what it's like to be a self-contracting orange. You know, oranges have seeds in them, and that's how them orange trees make babies. Well, imagine the orange evolving into a species separate from its tree, as if the tree were giving birth to a new species! Then, the orange wouldn't want to get hurt. It wouldn't want to have to be eaten solely for the purpose of reproduction, but it would still want to reproduce. That's when it would try to self-contract and roll around and stuff so that it wouldn't get hurt, but it would still reproduce.

"It wouldn't want to have to be eaten solely for the purpose of reproduction, but it would still want to reproduce." A good sentence to apply to humans, too. If we do really want to get eaten, then we want it to be for something good. We don't just want to sacrifice ourselves so that the human race keeps going. We want it to keep going for a purpose.

I just realize that "self-contract" does not make sense as a verb. "Contract" would've sufficed. Well, whatever; it's all about the self.

Or is it? The English language tells me it isn't.

ところで, I'm not high.